Chapter 233: How many times I thought I was jealous…
I pulled Sharle’s hand into the changing area of the bath on the second floor of the annex, closed the door, and looked at her face from the front. She had not opened her mouth even once up to here. Honestly I was worried. It had felt halfway forced bringing her, but I had not seen her looking like she disliked it. If she disliked it she would have shaken her hand free on the way here. More than anything her cheeks were dyed red, and she looked up at me with wet, embarrassed eyes. I could not take it. I matched gazes with Sharle’s pretty blue eyes after she had hidden her wings, smiled in a troubled way, and asked,
“Sorry. Was I a little too forceful?”
“I was truly happy just being beside you…”
“Sharle…”
“You touched me, hugged me back… and kissed me too…”
Sharle gripped my right hand tightly with both of hers and muttered, “But I ended up wanting more than that…” I listened to Sharle’s words quietly with a serious face and laid my free left hand over both of hers.
“I… I am heavy. Being hugged by you, being kissed, smiling beside you… how many times I thought I was jealous of the lovers being held…”
“…”
“Will you hold even someone like me…”
“I’m sorry.”
I spoke as if cutting off Sharle’s words, let go of the joined hands, wrapped both arms around her back, and hugged her hard. I had meant to be considerate and had only made her anxious. How could I not apologize for that. It was not a matter of being used to women. I had simply been a fool who did not notice. Sharle’s words were far from loving equally. I reflected deeply, deeply. If it was like this with Sharle, maybe I was making a terrible mistake and the lovers were only being kind… Nimi noticing and urging me was why it did not become a huge problem… I really could not hold my head up to Nimi.
I pulled my body a little away from Sharle with an apologetic face and looked at her.
“I’m really sorry I made you anxious. I can hold you. If anything I was holding back how much I wanted to.”
“Aah, Raide-sama… I’m so happy… if I let my guard down I feel like I’ll collapse.”
“From now on I’ll keep holding back to a moderate amount. I never thought I was making you this anxious.”
“It’s only me. Only I was anxious. Everyone else looked happy…”
“Even so. I want to love everyone equally. Let me reflect.”
I gave a kiss that only touched the lips of Sharle, who was smiling happily while tears rolled down. The first was short, the second long, and from the third I slipped my tongue a little into Sharle’s mouth and touched the tip of hers. Sharle wrapped both arms around my neck, pressed her body tightly against me, and tangled her tongue with mine herself. Sharle’s tongue was shorter than I expected. She thoroughly enjoyed the feel of mine, strong and all over.
“Nnn… nn nnh, churu, nmuunn… chuu, aaaah, Raide-sama…”
“…Sharle, I thought after we got in the bath… but I don’t think I can hold back.”
“I can’t hold back either. Chuu, nmuun, haun, hold me… I want you to love me.”
When Sharle kissed me and tightened the hug, she murmured it by my ear and my cock went erect to the limit. I scooped Sharle up in a princess carry with her arms still around my neck, went out of the changing area into the corridor, and a maid was opening the door of the room across the way and bowing. I smiled wryly at that sight, thanked the maid, and went into the room.
Looking around inside there was a double bed, and two two-seater sofas facing each other. Between the sofas a low table, and one wardrobe. It was unmistakably a room so I could go straight from the bath without holding back and get to the act. I laughed in a troubled way. I sat Sharle on the edge of the bed and she started rubbing my erect cock over my trousers with both hands. I could not take it. I put both hands on Sharle’s shoulders and almost let out a little sound from how good it felt.
“This much… from me…”
“I’m touching a lover this beautiful. Of course it would.”
“Aaaah, Raide-sama, nmuahun, nnn, nn, nnnnn…”
My trousers were pulled down. She gripped my cock with gentle hands and stroked up and down. I kissed Sharle while writhing. Every time our tongues tangled Sharle moaned with her eyes squeezed shut. I got more and more excited, could not hold it, stopped kissing, and pushed her down on the bed. I meant to push her down as gently as I could, but there was a soft thump. I apologized and got a kiss instead of a reply, then tangled tongues again. Even her left eye that was usually hidden by hair was visible. Being kissed while looked at with both pretty blue eyes, it would be stranger not to get aroused.
“Nmuaah, haah, ahn, auuun… my chest is weak, hauahn!”
“You’re beautiful, Sharle. Truly beautiful…”
“Yah, fuuun, aahn! Nipple, yaaahn. Raide-sama, don’t nibble, ahn! Don’t pinch, aauun!”
Sharle opened her legs for me so I covered her, stopped kissing, and ran my tongue along her neck, collarbone, then chest. The robe-like clothes stirred my excitement more. I played with her right breast with my right hand and took the left nipple into my mouth. Her breasts were larger than apples, fit well in my hands, and felt good just touching. Sharle writhed and moaned with a melted face. Every time she moved her body I wanted to push further. Sharle held my head with both hands as if to stop my movement, but she was only pressing me into her chest and I did not stop. Inside my mouth the stiff nipple asserted itself. I lightly bit with my teeth and rolled it with my tongue tip. I took my mouth off her chest, pinched a nipple with my right hand, and the instant I let a little skill heat flow Sharle’s body jumped.
“Faaaaahn! Auah!? Ya yaaa, I’m commiiing!? Hah… hah… auu! Nah, anaah… ah, nnn, don’t look, au, Raide-sama, don’t loook”
“Sharle, show me your face.”
The heat adjustment seemed to have gone well. Sharle climaxed but did not look like she lost consciousness. Her body still twitched and convulsed. Her crotch was wet, maybe from squirting, and Sharle hid her blissed-out face with trembling hands. The way she shook her head no was cute. I got on the bed, sat the lying Sharle up, and held her from behind. She settled between my open legs. Her body hitting my cock felt good and I was driven by the urge to play with her chest from behind right now. But I told myself there was no need to rush, wrapped both arms around her from behind, and gently stroked her stomach with both hands until she calmed.
“I’ll wait until you settle, Sharle.”
“Nnuu, this… this is the first time I’ve been like this… it’s embarrassing, aua…”
“Even embarrassed you’re attractive. You felt good because of me, right?”
Sharle nodded quietly with both hands still hiding her face as an answer. Her ears were red and her body was still twitching, and I could not take that look so I buried my face in her hair. When I breathed in as if smelling, the scent of a spring breeze filled my body. No matter how much I smelled I could not be satisfied. Even thinking it was a creepy action I could not stop. The scent was thick and made me feel kind. I ground my face into her hair.
“Yaaah, sweat, I… my sweat, Raide-sama”
“It smells good, Sharle. I want to smell more.”
“Ya, ahn, nn, don’t lick, uuaahn, ahn”
I pulled my face from her hair, kissed the right side of her neck and licked once. Sharle’s body jerked. She stopped covering her face with both hands and gripped the hands stroking her stomach. I gently set my chin on her right shoulder and looked at Sharle’s chest bared from the open robe. Maybe because I was excited and aroused her skin looked alluringly shiny. The cute stiff nipples were attractive too and I ended up starting to knead her breasts with both hands. Her sweaty skin was moist. If I put in a little force my fingers sank. It felt like it sucked onto my hands and I could not stop.
“Ahn, auu… haun! I said my chest is weak, aaahn! I told you, ah hyaan!”
“I heard. I want to hear more of your voice.”
“Yah, aun! Ah… my chest again, nnah! Tingling, ahn! It’s coming again, ahn! Aaaahn! Ya! Raide-sama, not there! Yah, yaaaaah!”
While kneading her chest with my left hand I reached my right to her closed crotch and started touching her entrance. She was already soaked from squirting. Every time I stroked the slightly protruding part with a finger Sharle’s body jerked and she moaned. She strengthened the force closing her legs as if to stop my right hand, but I did not stop. Sharle gripped my thighs hard with both hands and writhed, enduring the pleasure. When I started letting a little heat flow into the place I was touching, Sharle noticed and started shaking her head hard.
“It’s com, aaauahn! It’s coming! Again, I, Raide-sama!”
“I love you, Sharle.”
“By my ear, fah!? Nnguuu!? Naaaaaaaaah!! Auuu, nhah!? It won’t stoooop!! Ya yaaaaaaaaah! Nah, ah, aaaah, ah… au…”
Her body convulsed hard as if arching. I hugged that Sharle tightly. She suddenly went limp as if the strength left her. I got worried and peeked from the side. She was vacant with a blissed-out melted face, a little drool running. She was limp but her climaxed body still twitched, and that reaction was so precious I could not help it. I turned her face sideways, licked the running drool, kissed her, and tangled my tongue with Sharle’s slack one and enjoyed it. “Uuuuu…” leaked every time I kissed. Thinking that Sharle, who was usually sharp, was giving me a disordered reaction made the arousal climb to the limit. I stopped kissing her lips and next licked her neck while murmuring by her ear.
“Sharle, we’re not done. I want to see you more disordered. For how anxious I made you, we’ll do a lot today.”
“Fah… ah… aaaah…”
Sharle nodded truly faintly, but I decided to wait a little for her to recover and tightened my hug. I myself was pretty much at my limit and stopping here would hurt too much. Just thinking my cock was touching Sharle’s body even through the robe made the urge to come surge hard. I worked to hold back rubbing my cock against Sharle’s body and decided to bury my face in her hair until she recovered.